Annoyed

My ugly morning face!

Idk lately,I've been so frustrated at many things,but really I tried not to be!

I thought I didn't mind boyfriend not texting me but I doubt so.You know I don't feel sad about him not texting me anymore,I just feel so damn annoyed that he takes 123456 years to reply one bloody text!(Exaggeration much) Sometimes I even find myself stupid for waiting for a text.Seriously,why should I wait for his text at all?I find no point at all.

Guys that make girls wait and gives a million reasons for all kinds of shit should screw off.

So you ask why don't I just leave him?He pisses me off on a daily basis,makes me wait basically on everything,why not just leave him? Because I like him so damn much!Screw emotions I know,but they play such a big part in our daily lives.So many people are telling me it will not work out,but since when does anything last forever?I like him now so I shall keep waiting because it's part of what I sign up for since the day I accepted him right?But I do think that us girls deserves better :)

new link

www.s-harrel.blogspot.com

Exhausted
Hmm suprisingly I'm even blogging still..I've learnt a new word and also longest word in dictionary:Floccinaucinihilipilification,which means worthless haha.

Life hasn't been fun for me ever since school started, pfff. I start school so early and end so late and when I reach home, I don't even have the strength to go out anymore.Starting of 09 is already wearing me off I can't imagine what later will be like...I can't go back to being my xiaomeimei self,I want 2 s.t.u.d.y lol!Anyway, I havent seen Ivan and co in a longlong time , cus everytime they ask me out I'm just too lazy haha.Ok la I promised them next week ^^

I'm waiting for chinese new year 1234578910! I'm so short of cash :( there's soooo many things I want and need to do! Most importantly my hair! Just because I felt bored at home the other time and went to cut short now I'm waiting like cfk to grow it back...So a piece of advise, Dont cut your hair out of boredom!! Everyone gets sick of their hair styles once in afew while but I swear cutting them short will only end up with you saying : "I want to grow my hairrrrrrrr fckfckfck" with a sadsad face o(xx)o , ok I need to go find my prince in lalaland now, nitessss :)